As the world opens, and we all start moving cautiously back towards our touring lives, I would like to offer some thoughts:
1. I have lost my touring callouses!
Over the last almost two years, my commute has been very simple. I've gotten my power cord, my mac, and headed upstairs to what has become my studio.
I plug in my laptop, go into the closet and change into a performance shirt, and take my place in front of a camera. Check to see if I need to touch up my nail polish, and make sure I have any material I need for whatever meeting or presentation I have to attend.
Then, I sign off, put my t-shirt or whatever back on, go downstairs and make a cup of tea. Very simple.
I am no longer as prepared as I once was to leave my house 24 hours ahead of time to be somewhere.
What used to be a pretty easy day trip - eight hours - seems like an extremely long drive!
2 - I have forgotten how to pack efficiently.
I have a go bag. It lives in my closet. When I have to go on tour, I grab it, a few outfits and I'm out the door.
Apparently, over the last almost two years, I have had occasion to go into my go bag, and get things. Mouthwash, toothpaste, melatonin here and there, and all sorts of random things. I've also changed most of my electronics, and I don't have backup cords for most of them.When I set off to Toledo, I got there and discovered I was woefully underprepared to be anywhere! I need to rethink my travel bag, but my motivation to do so is very low. For starters, I only have a couple more out-of-town shows coming up over the next couple of months. Second, who knows how many I will have over the spring, and there is no telling if we will be in full swing next summer.
So, procrastination has set in.
3 - To mask or not to mask???
I am pretty far from most of my audiences, so I don't mask. When I taught, I was masked in the classroom. I don't know how effective I am as a storyteller with a mask on my face. So much of what I do is expressions.
So far, I've performed without the mas, and sign books and teach with one on. I also bump elbows...but since I've always done that in flu season, that's not all that different.
4 - The idea of touring is both tiring and exciting.
I forgot that when I tour, I am not bothered by dishes, sweeping, and all of the things that require upkeep! I'm also gluten-free. I have forgotten how hard it can be to find food in some communities. Sigh.
5. Oh, and I seem to have forgotten that I am prone to insomnia when I disrupt my sleep cycle, do a lot of driving, or have shows late in the evening!
Note to self! Remember you need to have your routine aromatherapy in your go-bag so you can use them to trigger your sleep cycle...
6. I'm kinda loving all of these virtual and pre-recorded shows!!!!
7. I miss live audiences!!!
8. All of this is so exhausting and STRESSFUL! πππππ
In other words, it might take some people a little bit of practice to get back into touring, and that's okay.
Some people may be loving it! That's great.
Some people might decide it isn't worth it anymore. That fine.
As we move into the next stage of whatever this is, be kind to yourself. Go at your own pace. Nobody's journey is yours.
Enjoy the ride.
Happy telling!